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ARGH im soooo TIRED....im sorry boo that i didnt go to sleep..i just..couldnt get there, sum things i needed to do....
....ne who....U_U feel kinda distressed cause a lot of the people i care about r...upset, or having troubles, and here i stand like the fool in the tarot card deck...stepping right over the edge but still smiling. *rubs eyes* ooo hell yeah im smiling, im tired of being upset, gets me no where...but for all those that said during the summer, "i cant wait till school starts" i just wanna say, "i told u so," course for me seeing boo everyday rocks XD so im all good..i think? well, everything has it's balance i suppose, ne wayz sry for not writing about the party..im too tired to access my memory bank right now ne wayz, but i gotta member to upload those picks *ARGH* i gotta! there's not many..but hey..they're picz...
ne wayz ive noticed ive been pretty unreliable lately, where have i been? in sum sort of selfish pit...ive forgotten the old wayz, im like a lost lil girl in a candy factory--SO 3v1l!!--i wanna get out! i wanna get out! ;_; but of course, throwing tantrums dun b working none, so i just do wat i can...*yawns* *twitches* sum people rlly piss me off....definitly piss me off...argh @_@ and they hurt other people in the process, biatches, all of dem...u...*yawns again* well, i guess i can say i had >>no dreams>>yeah wooooppdieedodooo...i haf a feeling this period in my life is like "blah" when i look back il b like "blah"! big things always happen everything yr, and they're always packed with more kinder-surshit yeah, shit...got a problem with that? *glares* lol
i use this a lot btw >>>> ne wayz, i member those days when it took me an hour to fall asleep...now it's *lies on bed* *BAMN* *is asleep* u_U;; that's NOT...good. *yawns*
in ne case, i dunno where i am most of the time, (people find it hard to contact me?) iunno it's weird. but...>>U NEVA PHONE ME>> yeah, >>PHONING ME>>would b nice ^_~ (btw those inside the ">>" are in caps..just cant see 'em ^^) im suaulyl notttt busy, just wasting time like the biatch ive grown to b...*rubs eyes* samurai pizza CaaaAATTSS *voice breaks off* i wish i could say ive had cool dreams like jade...but im usualy too tired o member them...cause i kno ive had cool ones...*wipes tear from cheek* k ook, i get the point "leave soon" *stiffles a yawn* uh-hhuuhh well..in ne case...all u guys know how to reach me, im always here >>not leaving >: ) >> and for each one of u, a hug *hugz* and vic gets a special one *hugz bac* cause we were supposed to talk...but he got dc? ne wayz i seriously gotta get my arse into bed...l8z

~HoSHi*